Smilin on the surface but im hurtin on the inside

Wanna talk about it but I cant; too much pride

My life is nowhere near the point where its supposed to be

But shoot I cant complain because it’s all because of me

Education in shambles. Social life is a dead.

Its been years and I got the same girl fuckin wit my head

My job pisses my off my car is barely gettin by

And jus for laughs my contact fell outta my right eye

And it’s frustratin to have people say I’m gonna do well

when it feels like i aint got a chance in hell

Two years outta school and i was already behind

so i kinda doubt myself in the back of mind

I see where I gotta be but more clearly where am at

But the road is kinda blurry; fuck…….i need my contact

I know it wont b easy and ill prolly wanna quit

But i cant live with myself if i walk away from this shit

i got alot to do but the clock is tickin fast

No time to repeat mistakes that I’ve made in the past

but for now keep the swag tight keep pain from showin

Cuz it hurts to go through life not knowin where ur goin